what did i do this time? again? and again? why uh why? i've been missing? no i'm not..i'm still here am i?i still answered your calls didn't i?what the hell have i did till i've change? i dont think i've fucking change! i don't..i'm just here..i've been with my peers all along..ya its rare for me to see you now a days...but i'll make it up to you soon..but why must you push me so hard? ya i cant agree with you but your friend can..so? its not a fucking big deal okay..its just me not seeing you due to out with peers..cant wait to head home after a tiring day at school...thats all...i'll meet you soon i'll give you joy and everything..but it isn't a big deal!! its not that i'm gonna die soon..only god knows when i die..i'll still be with you..pls stop pushing me so hard pls..i'm really running away from a place once called home.trust me i miss it..i taught you were suppose to be on my side..but instead you gang up and shoot me up and fall with a pool of blood..i miss you so bad yes i do..why didn't i make an effort to meet you all this time? why..cause i know there's a big plan you came up for me thE next coming week so..i'll just stall to make it much more crazy when i meet you..love don't get me wrong pls..i do miss you like so bad..and i'm not mean.pls dont go to far..i'm not ditching you or i'm getting sick of you okay..i'm not...i love you more than words can say..cause having you is a greatest gift i can ever had....I dont believe in taking time away for each other i dont..you are still mine for now and forever..nothing cant stop me from breaking apart from you..NOTHING!!.i know that guy who waited would just wait for 2 hours to go home with you have long long gone..cos i really cant stand and wait that long anymore..sorry..but i could still wait years of years for you to comeback..cos nothing can describe you for my words...FORGIVE ME my love..pls dont cry and hide away in the dark..show up yourself cos RID is here with a warm hugs and lushfull kisses for you..i'll wipe your tears once again..i'll still be there for you when you need me..i'm the one who should find first whenever anything good or bad happens..forgive me love...
TO THE GIRL THAT FELT LONELY for a long time... I LOVE YOU QURATULAIN.